Sansaku: The Babies Came Closer
4/30/23
Beetle-shell poles with iridescent patterns are power tools I’m learning to use. But the theme to the dream was simple: How to save what is good and protect from what is bad.
Cultures are known by their highs and lows, but not by their norms. The same applies to people. The journal helps me stabilize. Careful with my words, I watch as they turn into thoughts and then feelings. It needs to be the other way around.
Basho thought drinking too much wine was like writing a poem with too many lines. There comes a point where more is less, but up to that… Taoists take the path of least resistance, wu wei, effortless effort. Non-interference, letting things happen. My problem with the problem.
From the time I was born until the coming of George, there were two realities not unlike school and family. Corder at home or gone. George never went away. A bulldog leashed behind a fence. His bark was operatic. Our feral father was more like a cat. He jumped fences at will and always landed on his feet. I was like him, but I’m not.
I’ve given this some thought: I’m grateful George was not my dad and fate waited until I could handle the controlling mood and anger. George used reason as a weapon. Impersonal, unfeeling. A masculine disorder.
I’m back to All Things Must Pass and “What Is Life.” George my favorite Beatle. It gets my body moving, back in synch. The same reason I like to take walks. Yesterday was magic. I even had my phone for photos.
Swollen with snow melt and the Animas raging, six newborn goslings, a conspicuous yellow-green color, rested and fed beside the trail. I got a stare from the parents. Deciding I was safe, the babies came closer.